Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Ottawa! Exciting!

I emailed Jack Layton on a whim, he emailed me back and maybe we'll meet. I'm thrilled.

Also, I reserved a pass to go watch the Question period. Awesome.

I would like to see the following things:

The feral cat colony behind Parliament hill
Parliament hill
the Diefenbunker
The Canadian Museum of Civilization
The Byward Market
The National Gallery
And Zaphods, which Megan suggested.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

hon hon hon!

I'm enrolling in a French course to upgrade. Colour me excited to return to the world of academia (in a tiny little scope).

I'm hoping that by this time next year I won't panic when I have to speak french and that I'l be able to carry on a conversation with Eric/his family.
Goals, what what.

Monday, November 2, 2009

1. My scholarship for ICADs PrEP conference in Ottawa has been confirmed. It's going to be super interesting and as an added bonus, I'm taking the opportunity to see the city and staying an extra day. What should I do in Ottawa? Nick tells me it's like Fredericton, but bigger (which sounds A+ to me).

2. I spent 24 hours in Fredericton. It involved an adorable 2 year old, MCing a formal gala, a man twice my age teaching me how to dance at this gala, too much wine, changing from a formal dress into white denim and smearing fake blood all over my mouth, randomly seeing Cuff the Duke, drunk girl dragging me to get my CD signed (I was *that* girl, yikes.), swooning over Wayne Petty while simultaneously raving about my Erad, way too many drunkdrunkd-runk text messages, the phoniest apology ("I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings or whatever..." right.) I will ever hear, too much Gin, "IM ANDREWWKATE!", an argument with a surly bus driver about why inconsistencies between the Acadian Lines bus schedule and his schedule are not my problem, getting home much earlier than expected.

3. Erad and I watched* Throw Momma from the Train last night. By watched I mean, he watched the whole thing and I fell asleep.

4. My parents are coming to visit for a few days (I think?) this week.

5. Erad is gone for another full week and I really don't like it.

Friday, October 30, 2009

So, I'm more of a "know it all" as opposed to a "doctor" per se...

So, after a long week of harassing calls from family members I decided to look at the H1N1 Vaccine more closely. I had initially blown it off as unnecessary, but after insistence from family/coworkers I looked a little further into it.
I'm now of the position that it's would be silly and irresponsible not to get it. For me not to get it.


I'm all for healthy debate, and after a little bit of discussion (side point - I absolute can't stand when people start to debate, and then when they have no rebuttal just say "oh, well, do what you want".)I started wondering "why" people were so adamantly against it. I had asked myself the exact same question three days ago, and realized that I have no concrete reasoning. Most of the people who I've talked about this are in the same boat, they don't want it but their reasons have no actual science behind it.

I want good reasons NOT to have this vaccine. Substantiated reasons that go further than the drug companies are making money... of course they are, they always have and they always will... that doesn't make the vaccine ineffective. Reasons beyond just following the normal influenza guidelines (fluids, no hand shaking, washing your hands etc), which are all fine and well for the normal seasonal flu (I'll let you do your own research, but the main difference here is we don't have the normal "buffer" group in the population that already have the anti-bodies, so the normal guidelines just aren't enough.

Personal/moral reasons? I'm not going to debate that, everyone has their personal reasons and thats cool. I can't argue with personal morals... you know? Science? I can argue, belief systems? tricky!

As for the rest of it (and I can't believe Im about to say this), I think there is way too much of a "damn the man!" mentality going on.

I agree - people are going to profit off of this, it's unfortunate, but in our current system it's going to happen. If this was a valid reason to boycott, we'd need to talk to the grocery stores who do markups right before a winter storm. It sucks, but it doesn't mean the vaccine is ineffective.

I agree that it's important to do what you can to ensure you don't get sick - Wash your hands, stay home if you feel ill, take the vaccine

I disagree that the potential side effects of the vaccine are greater/more harmful than what happens if you catch this virus.

I know that the current health care system in NB is not equipped to deal with even a minor outbreak. There aren't enough staff, respirators, beds etc.

I know that the vaccine development with SARS and the avian flu made major headway in the development of the H1N1 vaccine. I agree that it was fast tracked, but the legwork was already done.

This just isn't a case of over-vaccination (which is something that I normally believe is happening), it's a case of there is potential for major fan-shit-hittage, and in this case it's irresponsible to pretend that threat isn't there.


Science, bitches.

Friday, October 9, 2009

fml

Today is Erad's birthday.
I made carrot cupcakes.

It turns out today is also "National Pro-Life cupcake day"


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Bring in a tray of cupcakes for any group of people and you will find that they will flock to get them. As soon as they take a bite they will probably ask, "Who's birthday is it?"

Then you answer. "It's no ones birthday. These cupcakes represent the 50,000,000 children who weren't allowed to be born, who never had a birthday." The cake in their mouth will become dry and the moment will hopefully become quite somber. Then you say, "If you and I were aborted we wouldn't have a birthday party either.



http://jezebel.com/5377908/worst-holiday-ever-national-pro+life-cupcake-day

Friday, September 25, 2009

grown up, what what

We're buying a house.


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Insane, I always joke about feeling really old, but this pretty much cements it. I'm alright with that. We've started looking a bit online, to see what would be in our price range and have to meet with both our banks ASAP. Aside from that, I really have no idea what I'm doing. How the frig does one buy a house? Yikes!
Nervous ranting aside, I'm really happy with who we are right now.


AIDS Walks came and went, and as always I'm really happy with how people pull through to get shit done. Ive got me some good friends and coworkers. The Walk was a vast improvement from last year, and it really goes to show what two great helpers can do.

I'm currently taking a bit of (stress!) time off, the walks pretty much burned me out and I'm spending the day cleaning my gross apartment (hopefully this time next year I'll be cleaning my gross house!) and getting tattooed.
What am I getting you (the figurative you) ask? John Steinbeck's "pigasus". I really love him as an author and the idea of "earthbound but aspiring.... A lumbering soul but trying to fly...(with)...not enough wingspread but plenty of intention." speaks to me. That might sound a little lame, I'm okay with that.
The rest of my time off will be spent watching TV (megavideo membership, what what). I'm currently (as always) really into Americas Next Top Model (dear god I'm shallow) and the office. Apparently Curb has started back up as well.
New on the TV list: Project Runway, Glee and Dexter.
I love some really awesome and really terrible TV.


Work is sending me (scholarship applications pending) to two conferences. A one day work shop in Ottawa (Workshop: Pre-Exposure Prophylaxis as a Potential HIV Prevention Method), which seems incredible. I'm thinking of sucking up costs and going a day early, I've never been to Ottawa.
Second is in Montreal (Leading Together 2010 HIV/AIDS Skill building conference), which lasts slightly longer. I'm delighted to pick up some new skills and see my darling ToryTory.

I've been working back towards veganism (without the title, especially considering we have our Sunday morning breakfast tradition that I'm not prepared to give up, Im selfish). I've been phasing out the milk/dairy in the apartment and have been working on fun new recipes. Last night I made sweet potato/blackbean (meaning, I made the filling for my favourite burritos) pierogie's (inspiration from Neil/Lindsay) and heated up leftover cauliflower soup. I'm thinking something lentily delicious tonight. I need to learn how to really make things aside from lentils, chickpeas and sweet potatoes all in curry.

I've been hearing random noises all morning and I'm pretty sure this place is fucking haunted.

Recap: I really like my job, my life, my friends. I'm going to be a co-homeowner. TV is fun. Everywhere I live has ghosts.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

fuck, Im terrible at this.

I read everyone elses blogs and I feel pretty inadequate. I really have no writing skills. wah wah wah.

A few things:

Work is hectic and insane and if no one shows up to this friggen walk I'm going to lose it. Seriously. lose. it. I have no idea how to engage people, I feel like we've done everything possible.
An honest question to anyone who may read this: Why the apathy? What does an AIDS Organization need to do to get you interested?


E just left for Toronto, he's gone for a week and I already feel like it's been a month. I'm not sure if I'm overly dependent, or that I just really love that kid. har har. /sappy.


I'm back to the gym. I'm feeling motivated and terrified. I think that I like listening to podcasts the best while I work out, I feel as though that is due to my my inner potato screaming in outrage at the cardio.

I'm in a little war with H&R Block and Canada Revenue, the former sort of screwed up my taxes and the latter jumped the gun. Neither take responsibility and I don't understand how the whole process works so I feel lost/taken advantage of/bullied. I'm fairly stubborn so in the next week someone is surely going to feel my wrath, or not. ugh.

I'm a terrible friend and haven't spoken to anyone but the following in the past month:
Anyone who is sort of related to work stuff
E
Tobias, the rat baby.
Multiple people related to tax issues


sorry. soon, I'll be free and we can party.


Speaking of parties, the following picture was taken at my 26th birthday party. I am absolutely ridiculous and will never grow up.